I'm Aly. I'm 19 years young and well..this is my fitblr. I'm going through many different work out programs trying to find the right one. I love people. So, message me if you need motivation or anything! :D
Weight lost so far: 26 pounds
Do you ever just wanna hug someone so tightly to the point where you have absolutely no intentions of ever letting go because you want them to know just how much they mean to you and how much you love them and you just wanna take away all the bad things in their life and replace them with only good things?
I’m exhausted. My friends are ungrateful. They use my money as I work 40 hours a week. I can’t anymore. Jason won’t leave me alone. He won’t stop hurting me. I keep getting kicked while I’m down.
Well, things are definitely better. My boyfriend and my bestfriends are keeping me sane right now. I’m working a good 35+ hours a week so I’m exhausted constantly. I wish I had more time to work out & eat correctly. I’m trying my hardest. I’m slightly disappointed in myself because I picked up smoking from all of this stress from work and school and just life in general. I know that’s a poor excuse but I really am trying. I may just turn this into a normal blog again and blog when I can.
Things are looking up. I’m going to see a counselor today, so I’ll be getting better by the day. I’m not sure if anyone really gives a shit, but I’ll keep you updated and informed.
I’m gonna be away for a while. I need to take a break from everything. I’m going through some really tough things and I cannot speak correctly or socialize correctly. I’m gonna be ok though. God is on my side. Keep me in your prayers along with my bestfriend, Jason.